Today I feel very restless. I roamed campus searching for a place to plug in, to sit down and just rest. Today I just feel like I want to go home, wish I didnt have to attend the meeting later. What is it? Is it the rush since morning? Failed attempt no.3 to wake up at a desired time. Rushing to print my report, rushing to class, rushing to next class, thinking of having a quick lunch. rushingrushingrushing.
It should be peanuts after JC really. I recall walking to school not wanting to start the day, feeling glad it was thursday already, thinking about being a hamster on a threadmill, but the day just throws itself at you. It doesnt ask for your approval, it just begins. The bell tolls, the anthem starts, the rush for first class.
I should be grateful that I don’t feel like that right now, I really should!
Didnt submit a good report today, tho it was only a procedural one. Not part of the plan at all. The plan, the magic number, is 85. EIGHTY FIVE. The first assessed component is tomorrow and I must be well-prepared. I should read at least 5 papers tonight regarding emissions reduction facts.
Looking forward to the weekend! 
